daily special:    can i recapture your heart? - Joy-hani  @   21:52 \ 05.01

ok la wtf im gona blog... just for the heck of it.
i bet candy-cafe is deserted now that i've neglected it so long.. (and suzy never did blog that much anyway)

'kays im just gona blog whatever comes to mind lalala so this entry's gona be all over the place. and u'r gona get lost. or u'll be smart and click away from candy-cafe after you finish reading this sentence but since u'r gona do that i feel like making this sentence very very de long to torture u so u cant click away until u finish reading and what the heck i keep repeating myself oh well who cares actually this isnt even 'one sentence' anymore its just my random talk without adding any periods well here it is, your escape, a PERIOD.

anyway, yaya i havent been on msn as much lately (that is, compared to usual). i've become pretty numbed to the internet. isnt that amazing?! but that doesnt change the fact that im still attached to it 24hrs a day.

i dont even log on sau as much anymore. (but still more than "normal" people, i guess. dur. )

okay jumping topics. i got a haircut today! i really like my hair stylist, the haircut is really nice and all.. BUT I JUST CANT PULL IT OFF. i look so... BAD for a lack of a better word. -_- heres a picture of it. dots.



and DIU la! my hair is not black anymore. it keeps washing off LOL~ my hair is actually longer lu :P but its in the back so it looks kinda short in this pic pic.

oh the other day i went shopping shopping ~ bought soooo much clooothes! but only 1 thing for myself ; ; a pair of jeeeeans :3 oh well i like them tho :D



and i bought this dresssssssss~ kawaii de!!



not for myself of course lor, for my lover. who i can already imagine will look SUPER FANTABULOUS IN THIS DRESSS! ITS TOTALLY HER!

speaking of which, im gona visit her in 3 weeks. YES, THREE WEEEEEKSSS!!!! and prolly stay for another 2 weeks there.

but we have a problem. I LOVE FIREWORKS SIA and i've never missed a year of
Celebration of Light ever since i've known about it. i remember one year i even cut my trip to taiwan a month short(er than it could have been) and flew back to vancouver to watch fireworks @ Wenwen's annual beach/fireworks/birthday partyyyy!! wuuuuu.. ㅜ.ㅜ~

what else to blog about leh? oh once on vent, i was afk in my "Joy's bedroom" and just as usual, syu and aishiee in their own little cb lovey dovey room up top "Baby's bang wall club ♡ ~" or whatever. and i was happily drinking my tea and relaxing, then i get spammed with

"PAGEFROMSAISOOK. PAGEFROMSAISOOK. PAGEFROMSAISOOK. PAGEFROMSAISOOK."

VERY DE CB LA ! and then i dragged syu all over the place and invaded their lovey dovey room to be with aishieeee ♡ and then syu was like "......." and he went into my room and started changing all the room names. and then he was like "OKAY STOP IT! I WANA WATCH MY VIDEO" anyway, too must explanation now. heres an ss!



hm and i took a couple of pix when i went to play tennis a monthhhh ago. so i just post them here la. super random de, dots.

      

oh and, never play tennis w/ these shoes.

okay done my entry, bye!

- Joy-hani ㅠㅁㅠ

no motivation to blog la..

- Joy-hani......

i just woke up from a nightmare.. ='(

my first reaction was to find someone to talk to~ but who could i talk to at 8 in the morning on a saturday?? T__T

anyway~ i dreamt i was watching TV with my best friend~ and we saw this show where this serial killer would lure people to help him fix something on his laptop, and when they're focused on the screen, he would take out a knife stab them in the neck then in the heart. (i know it sounds really stupid - -) then my best friend started laughing cus she thought the victims were soo stupid~ and the show was meant to be that way (dont ask..) and everyone laughed at it so i just laughed along with them~ then laterr, i was at home~ with my mommy, brother, and suzy (suzy was my sister). then i somehow noticed the serial killer from the show was living in my room in hiding and he wanted to kill me and my family (i bet u'r laughing at me now :x ) then i pretended i didnt know and went downstairs and grabbed a cellphone and keys, then my mommy asked me where i was going, so i said i wana go shopping~ so she said she'll go with me.. then we walked to the garage, and as i was locking the door to the garage, i could see him looking at me from my bedroom window. then me and mommy got in the car and drove out of the garage, then i told her everything as fast as i could and told her to use the cellphone and call my brother, and told him to act normal and take suzy out of the house. somehow i knew the killer's next target was suzy T^T and i didnt know what to do and we saw a police car , and the police pulled me over for my pro driving, and before i could tell him anything, i woke up.

sigh.. T__T and where do i wake up? in my room. yay-- and it just makes me feel so uneasy T____T (i know im stupid)

then i went on msn and i msg'd darling and told her i just had a nightmare T__T and she told me to get a drink and listen to nicey music~ so here i am~ blogging and listening to music ; ;

okay~ i guess i feel a bit better now :P

that was so dumb -.-

im so stupid omg.

- Joy-hani T-T!!

stop my mind from running streams of if only's..

i dont know what the hell is up with me lately.. sorry for being like this,, and making my friends worry-- its really nothing.. so just ignore my moodiness;

and i should really say sorry =( i know when i say wrong & stupid things.. but i didnt mean it the way it might have sounded like..

yesterday i jumped on my sofa to reach the very top of my bookshelf to grab my gr.12 yearbook-- flipping through pages of distinct writings in colorful pens~ graduation photos; everyone's good-byes.. i can remember vividly every single person in our grad year.. woww.. high school ~ all of us went through and experienced the same 5 years together~ its so hard to believe how easily i've left all those memories in the back of my mind so quickly.. and now its all coming back to me again~ and i start to realize what i've lost upon entering university.. in high school, we were all crazy! do all these crazy things together,, and that being possible only cus we could truly be ourselves. in university, everyone becomes so self-conscious, and its so hard to become close friends with someone. i guess it takes time, huh. but everyone's busy with their studies; the friends you make in your class almost disappear after you finish the course.. cus everyone just moves on to something different and its hard to cross paths again. well i guess it might just be me.. X_x; its easy to make friends with everyone in the class, but to me, it seems like we'll never become really close friends.. i really really miss high school!! just sitting infront of our lockers every break+lunch, randomly singing "my humps!" nonstop~ rushing to finish homework in the morning~ asking friends in earlier classes what was on the test~ i never realized how much fun high school was until it was over..

then i went to read my past diaries.. hahaha :P i wrote 1 , whole , diary allll about this 1 guy i had a crush on. in the end i never told him :x the diary is soooooo naive its cute! TOTALLY HUA CHI.

then i found my elementary school diary and i wrote in cursive :o and i cant do it at all anymore -_- i cant even print neatly anymore :x

that diary was so emo~ i wrote every single day and filled up 2/3s of the diary. if anyone ever gets to read it; it'll make your heart ache x_x

then i went to my old msn space which i kept up for like.. 5 entries? :P it was during the last month of gr.12.. so i went to read through what i felt about graduating during that time~ anyways what the heck. here it is; sorry its not really worth a read - -; so dont go unless u really have nothing to do.

then i went on my computer to dig through old photos~ why do i keep trying to look for the past?? the whole time i was just like what the heck.. i dont know ~ im so emo!!!! and i want to stop. cus its making me feel really lonely x x

why am i even making this post.. its so dumb. =/

should i post it..? i guess so.. since candy-cafe's been idle for so long again~

oh and wow! SEA finally updated~ and with all my fave avatars!! what* a surprise :3

oh and xiang~ have a safe + fun trip!

- Joy-hani X_x;

IM MAKING A NEW POST!

why?

i actually dont have anything to talk about.. but because my last post was just a stream of pictures, when u load candy-cafe, u get this huge black pic smack in the middle and it just doesnt look that great. so now im gonna spam it down with junk talk.

ya, thats basically the only reason pushing me to make a new post HAHA. kinda like in high school~ i always take neat + pretty notes not b/c im gona read/review with them, but because it looks nice LOL. and i just throw it away afterwards -_-

this is so boring, if u'r reading~ u can just stop LOL and maybe visit niffy's blog for sth much more entertaining to read :3 soya srsly dont read the rest of this entry -_- its REALLY boring.

so whatsup with me lately.. x_x nothing.. i've been aching all over x.x my wrist's been hurting and im not really sure why >.< (maybe after months of auditioning, i finally broke my wrist? jaja) and my shoulder+neck+hip = dead from K.O.'ing infront of my desk and half falling off my chair and being stuck in that position until i wake up usually at 4am in the morning and somehow climb back onto my bed.. then i hurt my calf from hiphop, and now i take 5 minutes just to somehow hop downstairs.. OH! but i realized i can walk downstairs much faster if i walk backwards. ya. -_-v what else is up? i've been watching a lotttttttt of j-drama lately :3 1st series i watched was probably "Kurosagi". i wont tell u what its about cus i'll just make it sound reeally lame, but its REALLY GOOD!! espshly cus the main char is YAMAPIIIIII ♡♡♡ ***RED ALERT: DA HUA CHI DETECTED***

omg yamapi is so* cute. *w*

then i watched "Nodame Cantabile". this series is sooooo good too!! i liked it so much ♡ probably mainly cus it was about a music school~ which is where i'd much rather be :P (if only i was that much more talented in music -_-) duno :P i've always been around music+artsy stuff~ i started playing piano when i was 5~ started learning violin when i was 10~ guitar when i was 13~ clarinet when i was 14~ basically touched every instrument when i was in high school~ and always in jazz band, concert band, orchestra, choir, etc. etc. but i guess thats all just fun stuff + fun times :3

ANYWAY THE SERIES IS GOOD! and the guy is cute too. LOL

and then keithy-hani uploaded "Summer Snow" for me~ ty hani ; ; ♡ so sweet ; ; r u guys gona brick me if i say "this series is good too!" LOL BUT IT IS!! i know i say that abt all the drama i named but it isssssss ♡ ya okay go ahead and brick me cus im about to say the guy in summer snow is SO CUTE LOL

and now im watching "Dragon Zakura" OMGOMG YAMAPI AGAINNNNN ♡♡♡♡♡ chouuuuu kawaii!!!! its abt this senior high school with students with super low IQ and nearly 0% post-secondary possibilities-- and is about to go bankrupt~ and the lawyer taking care of this case wants to use this school as a chance to make himself more famous so he decided to try to train the baka students to get into Tokyo University~ ANYWAY ITS REALLY GOOD! and im not finished the series yet -_- and STUPID DAN started giving me (false?) spoilers and now my mind is all messed up x_x DIEDIEDIE *stabs*.

okay now im done with my drama blurb :3 if u read this far DONT BLAME ME FOR NOT WARNING U IT WAS GONA BE BORING LOL.

those are all super good series tho :o if u have time, watch watch watch !

- Joy-hani *w* drooling over yamapi

ohya PS...

last night i dreamt about my ex and how we got together again and everything was all messed up and my mind is very de disoriented now since we srsly havent contacted for more than half a yr and why the heck did he appear in my dream X_x..

hehee the new restaurant in richmond--

DOZO :o

despite many rumours, its actually reeeally goooood





















the 老闆 is the same one as yuan xiang~

we should go next time :3

- Joy-hani :D..

i know.. its been so long since i last blogged~

im really sorry... ='( *bows*..

its 5am right now~ i should really be going to bed :3

u guys r gona hate me, cus im about to say something like.....

recently theres been a couple of things always on my mind and bugging me a bit.. and HA HA! im not gona tell u what they are. (gets tomato'd x 2943294824)

well im really super tired now.. >< gona KO..

i know all my blog readers (all, aka. like 3 LOL) hate me now.. ='(

or maybe u guys already left me... T_T for better blogs. ; ;

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DOTS AT WHAT I TYPED UP THERE ^

i was seriously half asleep and unconscious.. there was like gibberish that i edited out too -_-"

ohya and its noon now.

anyways.. :P

me and rainy-hani met a couple of new friends from aAU~ and they both love singing and got all of us singing all day long on VENT (DOTS!) except me, cus i cant sing. LOL

anyway then me and rainy-hani spent the WHOLE NIGHT (ya, thats why i was up at 5am) taking turns singing a song and recording it! :3 it was sooo fun xD

......AND SUCH A HASSLE! we recorded 2 songs-- so basically i would go record a bit of song A, and at the same time she'll record a bit of song B, then we export, save, upload, send/trade. and thennn we import, edit, sing, re-sing x N, export, save, upload.. bla bla and REPEAT LIKE 50 TIMES. it took FOREVER! cus the files eventually got to be like 15mb when they got longer and longer. and it took SOO LONG to transfer!! anyway it was soooo much fun !!! :3

but it sounded horrible.. LAWL. there would be so many cut-offs, and we were like LOUD soft LOUD soft, and then FAST slow FAST slow, and then the key would slowly shift upwards.. LOL its really hard u know?!!

anyway.. i actually took a few pix i wanted to upload from my phone~ i already forgot what pix i took (none of me ty, i know u guys dont wana see me). but GG ME cus my maomao bit+raped my usb cord so i cant upload anything. dots.

im really sorry about the past few days~ i abandoned candy-cafe =(

- Joy-hani *-*

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